[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

[[Time for repentance]]

Wat happen to me??
I started working in the rehabilitation medicine. The only place that give me peace and contentment out of all disciplines. Though at first, i wanted to torture myself by going neurology or geriatric. But nopez, although i specifically request those wards. And my 2 friends requested rehab back. I freakingly got it. Normally, they say ur wish is the service command. Orh well, there must be a reason i was placed there rite? ;)

Unfortunately, i think im a gal who cant really talk much unless i got high from passion fruit tea XDD

Here i am hoping my parents won't get sick and im getting unreasonable feverish spikes. A first 39.0 in many years, even with panadol. Gonna get a checkup later.. On da first day of puasa!!!!!!! What a waste.. T_T

Anyway, im gonna re-edit the content of my blog again. Due to the quote below from the english version of the Koran.

'Moreover, we have enjoined on man to shew kindness to his parents. With pain his mother beareth him; with pain bringeth him forth: and his bearing and his weaning in thirty months; until when he attaineth his strength and attained to forty years, he saith, 'O my lord! Stir me up to be grateful for thy favours wherewith thou hast favoured me and my parents and to do good works which shall pleased thee: and prosper me in my offspring: for to thee am i turned, and am resigned to my will.'

Since the hatred is not around again, it's time to show respect to dad.. Coz he didn't scold me when i asked him bout his condition nowadays. :))

Tried top 3 historical figures..

Galileo Galilei, astronomer; accurately described heliocentric solar system. Beliefs: Catholic (100%)
Ptolemy (Claudius Ptolemaeus), astronomer, mathematician and geographer (100%)
Christopher Columbus, explorer; led Europe to Americas. Beliefs: Catholic (90%)

And took the past life quiz
Your past life diagnosis:

I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern South Africa around the year 1050. Your profession was that of a medic, surgeon or herbalist.

Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
Ruthless character, carefully weighing his decisions in critical situations, with excellent self-control and strong will. Such people are generally liked, but not always loved.

The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
Your lesson is to study, to practice and to use the wisdom that lies within the psychological sciences and in ancient manuscripts. With strong faith and hard work you will reach your real destiny in your present life.

Lol it's been my calling? Rofl.
Niwayz type em in google, u'll find it.. :)

Hell well wat did ya noe, Karm?
Maybe there's a reason why susu & ct call me a bad luck charm. And yet they stand by me coz they find it fun? Even ling-chan too.. @_@
Is my cluelessness really tat of high-quality?? ;_;

My results for quizzes lately:

Tarot card quiz: Devil ;_;
Wat's ur element? quiz: Darkness :((
Pentagram quiz: Type 1 & 4.. in internet - type 7
U should read the upbringing of 1 & 4.. Ct have a good time laughing at me.! D:

AND THE BEST PART OF IT!!!!

Checked out my 72 angels of zodiac and i got
Imamiah - In the Cabala, an angel of the order of Principalities, or rather and ex-angel of that order, since he is fallen. In Hell he supervises and controls voyages,and destroys and humiliates enemies, when he is invoked to do so, or is so disposed. He was once one of the 72 angels that bore the name of God Shemhamphorae.

Tat's it my bad luck is extending to personality quizzes.. RAWR!!!
Karm: Warning - These quizes should not be made into ur beliefs. X)
But orh well hope when i try out sth else in the future, it'll be better. >:)

So far i created 2 songs!! All in one go!! Wee!!! But im not confident bout the earth song.. I wanted to send it for the competition. Im sad if i won't get money and im scared if i might get first prize. I dun want to be under the tutelage of a song composer when composing is juz a hobby and not my way of living.. Ebill terms and conditions!!!! *sobz*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|8:20 PM|

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

[[On the edge]]

Pops juz came out of his room, repeatedly saying, "Why my cold havent gotten any better yet?"
With his blocked nose, he mumbled that he normally would be fine by 3 days. Now, it's been 5.

I asked Mom to stop Lil bro from sharing the room with Dad.

Thinking of the worst-case scenario.
Im on the edge.. Again.

Pops is a TB carrier, and best part is he's drug-resistant but he won't tell me what drug :/
He always went for checkups but never really give me details bout his condition.

Life is always unpredictable. Mine rarely give me a breather. Even if its problem-free, im sure i would be the one that drives myself crazy. Period.

God, let him be okay.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|5:39 AM|

Thursday, April 29, 2010

[[Lil bro :3]]

My lil bro was crazy about swords & fighting! XD
And this was pop doing a camera test for vid quality

Arh, i'm finish walking down the memory lane.. ^^

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:19 PM|

[[dear family]]

Though life can tear you apart by its own hands; the obstacles.
One day we will rejoin back the pieces of self together,
And one day we'll admire the more complex, abstract character.

Fate mould that character; an adversary we hardly go against.
The future' s the paintbrush; giving direction & colour of hope.

All is guided & created by that one & only divine studio.
But the difference of us being artpieces and the art we do is that,
Blessed with a mind to think,
we're emotional materials! ;)

Hehe how's me prose? :DD
Woke up, the thoughts come flooding in that i just have to put it down before i forget
Hell even my dreams in the night was weird.
Guess what i drew a picture of children landing on the moon. And the teacher im scared of commented that it's interestingly gloomy. Lol
But others got encouraging comments in the dream.. Unfair!!!

Pics today is back to early 2000s..
Im trying to save em from extinction. These are my precious memories..
Im gonna let karm safekeep till i print em out and put it in album! :)

Spore & previous homes

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:17 PM|