[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Sunday, November 23, 2008

[[Long update...and dun snore kaiz? XD]]

Update long coz gonna crammed up the whole week in one post... Srry ppl!! XD
Gonna study all da way in da nite. I tell ya, i work bez at nite times..Me, can bcum vampire liao!! =DD
I study while watching My Girl drama...Lol, was thinking why the hell i didn't bother to watch it until now. Grr!!

Hehe tiz week's has ups and downs. Mon, Tues, Wednesday was getting angrier and angrier coz of the projects.

On tuesday, had no skool but poly mates decided to meet up to do nursing research, we were hogging the comps from 12 to 4. Latiff spotted me and say hi with slippers.. Way to go Latiff, treat ur tbone sis with respect. *cough cough*

Then the second time he walked past me, go throw book at me. The third time, I was prepared...go hit him with tat book!! SUCCESS!!! XD

Then, tried to hunt down Bukit Merah Public Library for project reference and i ended up at Tiong Bahru Plaza from Bukit Merah Interchange... LUCKY SUSU WAS THERE!!!!!! MY HEROINE!!! lol coz then, we realised the library could be found from the interchange and my guesses always ended up wrongly so susu help in correcting it! x_x

I was enjoying the whole time but susu, her toes was crying for space... See lah whu ask u to where those kinda shoes! =PP

We managed to find a white temple which looks grand and definitely eerie in da nite...Wished to take pics of it but my hp no good in taking pics. T_T
Nid new phone quick, thinking i juz get a new contract. Ct phone super style~~ =DD

Wednesday, NSL class we interrupted the cher too much. She was going tru sitz bath, water + salt, treatment for buasir. In english called hemmorhoids i think x_x

Ms Bao: K then u put the horse salt into the bowl and pour in the water.

Class was nodding for a while

Ben: Horse salt?
Ms Bao: Yar horse salt

Me:Cher, u mean they use horse salt for this? (was thinking fiz time using chinese traditional medicine =DD)
Ben: How u spell it?

Ms Bao: c-o-a-r-s-e salt
Me: Chey, thought u get the horse to sweat then collect it in one bottle and dry the sweat to get the salt

Everyone laugh.
And i noe, it's lame but tats wat i thought! Here i was feeling amazed with the idea of horse salt *pouts*

Ms Bao: Fine let me stop class now, u all make me forget the next step for this procedure... *Glares at me*

Then nite time was also fun coz me, maria and shalini were contacting each other thru out the nite. I onli slept at 4 after doin me critique 3/4 done. Pestering each other with "Eh u alive yet? How's da critique coming?" Susu lazy do java so nvr stay up with me.. T_T

Thursday? Heh me deadline for projects. Karti and priya were lost, they said they had no idea wat they presenting. I grinned evilly and said to em this "Next time, please dun do anything like this kaiz?" and they were 0.0

I had to be the one whu introduce the peeps so i started off with a lame dramatic tone. "First of all, I would like to say thanks again for coming to tiz one hour tutorial coz if i were to be u all, i would skip tiz class."
Cher grins "Wah u so bad, tellin the class to skip arh"
Then when priya, karti and maria were presenting, i could see the class stoning. Hahax even saw cher yawning.

When Cher give evaluation, Cher said "Not bad arh, i like ur presentation."
Then starts ranting off bout the good points Me and everyone were eyeing at each other coz we thought presentation was down the drain.

Priya & Karti keep on saying "Thanx arh gal, thanx so much" (Lol see how guilty they felt! XD) And went to eat dinner with Priya, Nages and Shalini.
Fiz time go back with Priya after days of going back home with Shalini.. Coz I was angry with her and Karti mahz

Priya: Belinda doesn't talk to cher much
Me: I also wat
Priya: NO! (With a big D=<) U always talk one summore, always give class comments and lame jokes.. It's good to have u in da class (With a big >=D)

Nice sudden expressions gal!!! And by tat comment, I felt extremely touched de!!! *Ary's slang still with me hahax*

Friday After skool, ct called and heard she was lonely at house. Mom and Baqir at msia, Rashid at friend's house and Iszaki doin tutorin so ct asked me to go her house.
Was on my way to the dentist. I have to put 2 rubber bands at side and a third one at nite. (Yupz, left and rite and front)
Juz for the sake of forcing the upper teeth to match the lower teeth.

Dr Koh: Center line is off so muz wear bands till u finally see center line.
He even show me the centerline he want after ages of me pushing my jaw too much to da rite and left. It was like 0.5 mm lor... DUNNID WAT!!! =((

Me: Cannot juz remove braces with center line loff meh?
Dr Koh: Cannot
*Sumwat he portrayed a father's karma and i lost to him*

Went to buy Ct lunch although i tried forcing her to go to Mac. =/
Haiz Ct saw the bands and she laughed at me... >.<

And Iszaki got recruited into sum soccer team... Congrats dude!
But Ct find it stupid for ppl to go chase one ball XD She even said Iszaki wanna have 22 children so he have 2 soccer teams LOL. Good luck ct... =PP

After tat, sing May'N lion song together and played hotel 626 coz ct got webcam and mic!! Woot! Omg, it rox and we screamed together at one of the rooms!!! Thanks for marketing hotel 626 on ur msn nick, Daniel!!!!!

Ct said she will have nightmares! Muahahaha! Me? I was hyper coz i've been missing horror a lot! <3<3
And Rashid is gettin more hikkomori on me aldy... Weird! Think ct's bro is at tat age huh? Im feeling kinda worried for him haiz (Wee! sounding like a parent finally XD)

Went out with lil bro to go pay hp bills, update passbook and go buy his shuttlecock, left home at 9pm after giving a bad mood vibe coz searching for my bill for 20 mins.
And guess wat, met Salleh on the way... *shivers*
Well he look more like a student now when compared to MI. I think He spotted me being weird >.<

I was scratching my head while telling Fian bout being stressed and was puttin my head at escalator railing.
Reached on top and approached Dustbin-sama.

Lil Bro: Slamdunk! (trying to throw plastic wrapper and it didn't go trough)
Me: (left Fian and turned back & shouted) Hah, slamdunk failed!!
Salleh: U Marina rite?

Mewas suddenly veri scared... Whu's tiz big guy then see alamak tat dude...

Ling-chan got say tat he say "I looked so cute that he wanted to lick my face" and after tat, i started my avoiding mode liao. X_X

He even say last time he saw me once but forgot name so didnt greet me and tat he was surprised to see me at woodlands bla bla...
He started firin me questions and i felt uneasy when he asked about Ling-chan's course but he noe bout my course T_T

Hopefully, i wun meet him much *sobz*

Saturday!!! =DD
Think help e rez to blog bah

AFA commences!!! And supposed to meet up at city hall at 11.... BUT! Everyone cept ling-chan & brian met at JE! FATED!!!!! XD

I managed to spot Ary, kudos to Michelle's blog and after seeing her lingering at the platform like me... Me, was ct called when i left home and chatted till jurong east. Spot her at choa chu kang actually and was thinking tiz gal look like Michelle's friend. But i didn't take any chances coz my mistaken identities incidence rate is too high!!

I saw a cap lying at the floor unwanted so i approached the seat and bend down to pick it up, ppl were like O.O
Wat? Bad meh to take things FOC?? Or izzit coz it's a suspicious article :0
And ct laughed and told me tat im weird. *Yupz still on the phone with her. XD*
Then i spotted Ary and go approach her lorz!

Then Karo, came.. She look elegant ler with white scarf!! Last was Michelle, and Karo said she met her b4...coz same church group. It's a small world after all, it's a small, small world!!
Ling-chan muz make passport so tats why cant meet up with us... D=

Well so after the mrt ride, I realised Michelle is called Modoki and Ary is called Mokona... love da nicknames. Met up with ling chan and talk to Param whu was waiting for his friend.

We kinda stand out too much coz of Michelle and Ary lor! Keep on poking each other and stretching the camera bag strap.
Even heard sumone at the back commenting us a 'cute' group. >.<

So, it was poking fiesta throughout the whole journey, go makan then Brian dropped by to see us. He go follow the korean hairstyle one and look like work at restaurant liao!! Too smart looking XD

Hmm, kaiz AFA not bad but think cosfest gt more interesting anime drawings! Too bad i didnt go see May'N sing, it's today one. T_T But, AFA got lots of kawaii dolls ^^

K fin my rantings and on with the pics. Ling-chan's pics cant load @_@. Mine cant find usb wire! =X So, i'll showcase Ary's photography skills! *nods head* XD

At food republican

The 'emo' hairsyle as he claimed it to be *scratches head*

Michelle with skeleton glasses *Peace!*

Ary and Brian has a photo taking war! Mokona started it fiz lol

Modoki sees camera and goes (0_0)??

Took pics of minna-san. Lol one got cut...x_x

Ling chan look like teacher!!! XDD

Oh, oh...Aunty's comin! Run, run!!
*We kena scolded for takin pics in front of the shop XD*

Stalking naruto's group in process! =DD

Tiz is one cool shot, Ary!! NICE DES!! =DD

Starts commanding us wat to do

Hehe tiz Carrot is evil i tell ya..
He cut his own kind and serves em to us! XD

The rez of the butlers caught on camera

Ary said the 2 dudes can becum couple liao

Coz have matching clothes mahz

Lol Ling-chan had to balance Carrot head.
Everyone tries to avoid from getting hit by the hat!

The white hair gal too shy to face us!

Hahax i want those bunnies!! *_*

The cute $5 tics

Lavi!! Modoki gotta pat his head no fair!! D:

Ary X Kanda =P

We love kyoko-chan. Love me pose! XD

Gah.. i want tat sasuke wig! It's a wig rite? O.o

Presenting Domo-kuns!

Joker!! Me and michelle like 1!!

Wee! One of the many elaborate figurines!

Cloud-kun!! I gotta met u in mini style! XD

Found this on the grafitti walls

K set... I shall make tat Byakuya plushie!! *_*

Woah...look at the colours T_T

Cute russian dolls

Doll made of metal...omg the craftmanship *claps*

Domo-kun ambush

Artist at work

Even got comic scene at the wall

Mine and i tell ya... It's epic phail!! x_x

Mokona and Modoki lost!

Me and Karo were aldy outside...
Ling-chan went back aldy with Hui Li >.<

Wei Karo dun attack me!!

Well tats it! hehe

On my way back, i felt tat i was blessed. Why?
Coz there was tiz uncle at the mrt wishing everyone xmas. Yupz, he's crazy but da good kind.

Uncle: Attention, brothers and sistas. I wanna wish u merry xmas as u can see the mrt's number is 1225. So I wish to give every children in thiz train presents!

Went to the number, ask a passenger to take photo of him with da number.

Uncle: Please pray for me, that i could give presents to all the children in the world. Thank you everyone and MERRY XMAS!! May God bless u

So, well i was happy to see such good will spread to everyone hehe... And felt happy all the way back home but i realised i also got sum stares. Mayb coz i was smiling at the uncle's words? O.o

Karm, expect sum silence from me kaiz? XD

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:52 AM|

Monday, November 17, 2008

[[Lalalala elmo's world!!!]]

Whassup with me and cartoon songs? They've been hitting me hard today! @_@

Lol juz wanted to say tat Dad's have the same prob as me!!
We can socialise we can!!! But we have da approach anxiety phobia!!!! XD
He say summore that i should go join the public speaking club whenever i mentioned this problem. *Hmph say ppl say urself (bleh!)*
For me, normally it's game over once i feel the anxiety, it's all in da hands of the other party to make it fun or awkward for us hehe!

Coz today see Dad's old time friend while riding the smiley bus. Yupz susu, we went msia again haiz. XD

Then we were arguing about me going to another seat in the bus so tat Dad can talk to him.

Me: Let me go sit in the other seat. U sit with Uncle Ma'arof
Pops: No nid. Juz sit here
Me: No, i juz going to sit over there and let u 2 talk *standing up*
Pops: Nooo! (while tagging me arm) Coz i dunno wat to talk to him!

Uncle Ma'arof boarded the bus. *silence*

Me: Uncle sit beside us!! *stretch my hand across the walkway and pats at seat* ^^ (victory!)
Uncle: Thank you very much
Dad: Ina, u go sit there lah *while laughing* (Duh, was trying to sit there all this while =_=)

In the end, Dad went with my solution. Alamak, dunnid to cause a raucous juz over tat rite? XD

Hmm still sticking to da retirement plan... If im rich, i go live at cameron highlands & grow strawberries plan
lol!

My dream house will be *drum rolls* (got from arwensgrace)

Look at da cottages!!! KAWAII!!!!!! <3

Kya...a witch house? Omoishiroi!(correct spelling? O.o)
K, set... hope i have tiz kinda neighbour, we'd be growing herbs all day!!! XD

So tiz is my retirement plan! Well they say it's bad if you think of ur retirement a lot... Hmm guess tat shows i have little job satisfaction? O.O

Planning to stay up tonite...wakakakaka!!!

Sumtimes it's sad to realise ur subconscious still tread in wishful thinking
I just dreamt about tat idiot again...
Was thinking why the hell was i dreaming a lot bout him?
I dreamt of seeing him in sum funny jacket and da same old tagging of his hand
He said sth bout"Lets have another meet up"
And i couldn't make it...(forgot why i couldn't make it)
Hah! Justice has been served & u got owned!
Now u feel like me, waiting & waiting to move on & get over you
Sadly, tat's juz the dream u...=/

Mom talks about how she thinks our bloodline, the women is devoted to one.
Coz my grandma, grandpa died when mom's still a kid and she decided to be a widow for the rez of her life.
Then grandma talk about her mother being tat way too.
Then mom, said about the lover tat fate didnt allow
And tat gets me thinking, "So i only have enough love for one person?" Tats pathetic...T_T

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|8:09 AM|

Monday, November 10, 2008

[[Getting angry...gaah!]]

Heh, looks like me poly friends turn groupmates are veri lousi ones at it... they have no sense of urgency!
And they always like "Uhh, Marina what must we do arh for nursing research?"

Today we agreed to go see Ms Hafizah today to discuss about our sleeping nursing research project and look wat happens. One decide to leave skool early to jalan-jalan at jp, another 2 skip...Wat is tiz?

They think it's damn easy to do a 1.5k research critique... Summore we muz do on a common research question & nid to hand up on 15 nov *sigh*
Fine, fine... I'll do it all alone and if u all get lousy marks, dun come and find me. >=(

The ns1 project also same, they noe next week presenting and i assigned them questions to work on and they give me nothing. No shitz...u all have no idea how much it means for me to pass tiz modules.

I cant fail coz of me financial probs but u all dun give a damn! *hmph*

Feeling da pressure! And suffering from it myself.. x_x

Karm: Gambatte rin-chan. T_T

Feeling that a confrontation's coming and i tell ya, fireworks will fly. grr!

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:26 PM|

[[Random]]

On a blogger rampage...Sumwat i can feel Michelle influencing me aldy! x_x

Itadakimas!! *Lol rem naruto coz of the action*

(left chara's hair like Tales of Abyss one)

Another hairstyle for future reference! <3

From deviantart one, but no grimjow, afraid u jealous =P

From feismo

Michelle... Mitte! mitte! Tiz one's a drawing

but look like gene rite? Mayb his brother! Lol

Cloud- Zaph

Lol my 06 anime crush other than the ouran twins!

Yupz i noe, amazing, i almost nvr fall in love in reality

but got lotsa anime <3>

Winter by sandara

(Kyaa been looking for a beast to draw on!!:))

Hmm by kungfutiffa (points to da neko ears)

ANIME FEST 08!!!!
~Wanton mee been telling me to go lol...And karo's plan A for korean food cancelled so sticking to tiz plan!!
*Hahax even if go korean food also not halal, bet i'll juz drool at e food.. hehe sabo Karo!! =P)~

Michelle (u can bring Ary along XD) & susu..
Tell me which day u free! XD

Received email from the jap cultural cca. Here goes...
Wide array of Japanese Pop Culture related content with 6 experience zones:
Akiba Town,
Anime Live,
Anime Blockbusters,
Industry,
Mangaka
Planet Mech

where visitors will gain access to exclusive content, merchandise and live acts straight from Japan.

Those who are interested in this event, below are the details and for more information click on the official website.

On 22-23 November 2008 (Saturday and Sunday) at 10.00am to 9.00pm
Suntec International Convention and Exhibition Centre, Singapore Hall 403 and 404

Admission fee: $5 (1 day) / $8 (2 days) Children under 6 years enter for free

More info @

http://animefestivalasia.com/

Did a quiz about "which D.gray man chara are u?"
And my result is...

WAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!! I dun like Komui and he gotta complex for his sista!! T_T
I wanted to have Lavi *sobz* (still in denial)

Karm: Get a grip, Mars =_=

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|2:06 AM|

Saturday, November 8, 2008

[[Humanity is complex.. Go cross-eyed ppl! *slaps back* XD]]

Reason??
There's freakingly too many ppl...
Billions of us, each with their own dozen of problems..
Bet earth is freakingly crying out... Hears from news "Each family produce more than 1kg of trash per day"
*sigh* (Heh me environmental-friendly personality is coming out again!)

~On the other hand~
But we need the many ppl around us..
As lessons, as enlightenment, as strengths and for the acknowledgement tat we exist.
Sum ppl say they hate liars but they themselves lie to others.. Hypocrites! >=(

Im feeling hurt for me bestie... Not tat i could understand the pain 100% coz none can unless it's u whu is da victim.
But i noe it hurts, when it comes to betrayal or backstabbing! >.<

Untuk kau (Lepas baca kau tau lah siapa, eh!) =P
Si bodoh tu perangai budak-budak. Period.
Banyak suruh putuskan aje..
Tapi bila aku ingat balik.
Aku punya cinta banyak memberikan ku "What if's"
Lagi-lagi aku tak bilang siapa-siapa pun untuk empat tahun

Jadi..

I'll always have a mixture of emotions,
all stressed up in my room. X_X

... My say in this...
(U noe how lousy i am at tiz, but im trying lol)

Ku tak menyesal untuk kelakuanku untuk cinta sendiri.

Jadi kalau u masih dalam keliruan fikiran,
berikanlah lebih masa untuk berfikir.

"Untuk menamatkan" atau "Untuk disambungkan"
Kedua-dua pilihan itu memerlukan tenaga.
Tapi jawapannya harus datang dari hati kau.

Kau tau aku memilih "Untuk menamatkan" sebelum lagi start pun,
tapi
ku masih jugak banyak menangis untuk dier.
Kadang-kadang u ade dengar aku cakap "Dozo yoroshku!",
tanpa kesedaranku, aku masih juga teringatkan dia.
(Datang dari friendster dia.. Grr! XD)

Memeningkan kepala.. cinta kasiku banyak pedih! Like bleach i tell ya hahax!
Tapi banyak juga aku dapat mempelajari daripadanya. XDD

Nasihatku, hmm if irritating, juz whack my head! Lamos nid to be taught.. =P

Dedicated for Michelle, Susu, Ling-chan, Karo & ct..
Me gal besties XD

Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl

And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see
Why the hell it means so much to me (Ur friendships!!XP)

I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl

She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard

And she's taller than most (u all have tall personalities =P)
And she's looking at me..
she makes me feel like I could be a tower
A big strong tower

Suddenly I see
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see
Why the hell it means so much to me

Oi! Can guess wat song or not?
Got edit abit =X

Hehe once i learn guitar.. I'll sing tiz song to all of ya! <3

Since all guitar teachers i found are guys,
dragging lil bro to learn with me..
Even gonna go buy guitar for him!XD

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:54 PM|

Thursday, November 6, 2008

[[Photo supreme]]

Lol i did some experimenting with me poly frienz! When riding the bus with Nages, Priya and Karti, I went to act sleep... =P

The scary thing is, no one talk when i was sleeping... NONE! Lol, coz i theorised that they can continue talking without me in the conversation since im always the 'quiet' one. (Hears susu, ling-chan & karo coughing in da background) Heh, coz in poly, i have a friendly, reserved character.

I was expecting Nages to break the ice but i was wrong. =/
So in the end, i had to woke up and asked a few questions and managed to get em talking. Guess im needed for the starting and the rez they can handle.
However, they sumwat know tat imma gal with many, many secrets.. Sumwat i got the feeling ppl respect me and dun get realli intimate with me. Onli Shalini outta me poly mates force me outta my shell. Muahahaha!

Priya was damn shocked to noe i have a friendster account... Coz it's been like 1 yeartill she noes??
But it was a 'sleeping' account so i wasnt proud of admitting it...=/
Guess i should start cracking on tat account to make it presentable and up to trend (Gah, malasnyer!!! >.<)

Niwayz showed her Michelle, Susu, Param and Brian's blogs when rotting in class... Hehe managed to drool on waffles & commented how cool is the train track photo from param's blog is cool & Brian outdated blog which Priya commented on him having a similar face like me... O.O

Kudos to Michelle for constantly updating hehe, after seeing ur waffles i was praying for break to come faster!! =DD
(Kyaa, im gonna hunt for ur present soon.. No worries! =P)

Lol and after all tat, Priya didnt realised tat tiz was my blog. rofl!
So susu finally u noe how reserve i am with them.. I even keep my humour in check but i could still make them laugh. Wakakaka!

Tats why last year i kept on saying i missed u, ling-chan & ct! XD
For tiz year, Priya made it more liveable in class! =D

Eh susu pergi tak untuk Aishah punyer Games Day ke nak ngok Madagascar?? ._.

Karm, here's me update for Monday!

Lol shalini's bday was 29 October but we juz act normally and never give her present! Then after tat, Priya and Karti bought her biscuit saying tat was her bday present and u noe wat....she believed it!!!! XDDD
And to think, she never got suspicious bout how passive we are to her after wat we did for Hajarah & Karti!! Muahahahaha!

So on Monday, Nages said she feel like eating Al-Ameen at KAP...Umm, 5 stops from our skool i guess.. =/
So we all 'agreed' (We aldy noe bout the whole plan)

Since me, Karti & Priya fin class at 4 while Shalini end at 5.
Nages and Hajarah decided to wait for her while we 3 go buy cake...Wee, singing happily to clementi to buy cholote cake chan! Then go to Al-Ammen & ordered food...

Beautiful indian ladies advertising Al-Ameen drinks.
Param! I can onli intro u to Nisa! The rez are taken hahax
From right: Hajarah, Priya, Nisa, Karti

And now u see 1 chinese gal, 1 malay and indian... Racial harmony!! Hahax
(To da outsiders, think i'm the onli one tat can pass of as chinese... =/)

Beside me, is me bestie Shalini & Nages! =D

Our food fiesta! roti prata, nasi goreng and sweet & sour chicken
Tengok tu...
I aldy heck care bout the camera was thinking "when to makan!!" XD

She was thinking "Umm why are u all singing da bday song??"
Shalini didnt noticed the cake although it was all lighted up...
Couldnt catch her expression for the cake >.<

Guest-of-honor cutting cake! *claps*

Heh a mild sabo!!
There's too many ppl around so dun wanna be labelled as hooligans. T_T

Lol I juz received Hajarah's sentosa b'day bash pics!! Tiz were from the august ambush b'day bash.. =D

A kind chinese guy took a photo of us at da tram stop!

Mak oi, too many ppl liao could feel me butt half in the air!!

Hehe even managed to take pics at the train... A russian dad and daughter laughed at us, saying tat we were trying to become a sandwich. XDD

Just now...
Lil bro keep on saying how much he wanna join the softball team! Well tried taking photos on webcam at me lappy... I nvr tried using it when chatting on msn... Sucha waste so decided to use it when posing with Fian!! hahax

Lol kkaiz...actually i wanna go Bukit Timah Hill!!! Too bad Param went without me... =(
Can sum1 go with me?? I freakingly miss nature!! WAAAAAHH!!!!!

Hehe nature always great to remind meself of God... living in a bandar (city) well I think can numb ur sense of thoughts. Onli when u sit in the bus or train, u are free to think but inspiration seldom hit me there T_T

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|4:28 AM|