Post maybe boring but suits everyone's mood rite?
Coz I'm doin coz i'm bored, u're reading coz u're bored!! =P
Think it's slightly emo so those whu dun want to, dun read tiz hahax
Yupz yupz, cousin got married on friday at nite (Nikah lepas asar) Hahax, the problem was the groom was late, suppose to start at 8.30 and people aldy coming in at 8.15.
He reached at 9.30 and the ritual is finished nearing 11 (longer than usual eh?) Well, Ella wanted to invite ppl to see the event. However, the main problem with everyone is their stomachs!!!
God, imagine u nvr eat dinner and come to me grandma's house....u'd be freaking hungry! And 'a hungry man is an angry man', from Fang Fang once msn display name hahax *if i'm not wrong* Summore, there's this javanese rule that u cant eat till the ritual finish. So, many ppl left with empty stomach.. >.<
Well but to those whu wait, the food tasted like heaven on earth. Partly because we are juz so damn hungry hahax. And the food was nasi briyani, ayam masak merah, rendang & acah!! Wakakakaka.... I could see Karm drooling! ^^
On saturday
I fell two times on tat day
First, i did a sliding tackle on mud! Well Mum shouted,
"INA, BECAREFUL!!!!"
So i thought i jump to avoid the muddy patch.
But, turns out i slipped and fell, rolled once on the mud. And i was stunned momentarily... EMBARRASING!! T_T
Sommore infront of the restaurant we just left after eating roti pratas. Bet the customers had da bez time of their lifes. Evidence was mom and dad whu saw tiz laughed so much!!! Well i think they nid laughter niwayz, they were so stressed up for Ella's wedding. Pops go to buy newspaper so i had to show my butt to the customers for like 10 minutes.. >.<
The second time was i slipped coz walking barefooted on a puddle. Hey the whole cement floor was wet coz we were washing the big pots and pans. I actually kicked in frustation, sitting in the the puddle. Great! Right leg and butt is mud and left side is soaked of water! I learned the lifestyle of a pig faithfully yesterday.. =_=
Me pondering
K wat i've been thinking...
I'd admit, in sec skool, i used to love the idea of loving someone and i did liked a guy then but refused to love him at da same time... I believed tat i wasn't ready for love just yet.
Niwayz, after the major finance crisis last year which i labelled it as 'my pops betrayal' cept now it doesn't bring much hatred. At least, Pops still love us, it just money he was careless with... A loyal but a silly dad, so i forgive him.
I'm prepared to being the breadwinner of tiz family tat my mom sacrificed so much to protect.
However, it still has repurcussions...
a phobia for love, my desire for richness (but hell, im gettin it by myself!!!)
I do cherish others having their loved ones from the bottom of my heart. I want to see more of these relationships to be lasting, i nid evidence tat Love can be depended on.
Well, coz im sucha pessimistic so i dun want to love sumone coz it's so insecure. Tats why i want others to always be foreva with their loved ones. Yea, i noe a childish thought... =/
BUT
Daniel juz broke up with Lin, ey paired up for like 3 years ++??
Dunno the reason why but it made me remember why i'm so scared of love.
Crap tiz world is getting more and more ppl whu's self-centred and too selfish for their own good.
From wat i see, it seems that breaking up is easier than starting a relationship.
So, from me thoughts, Love is hard to make but it's fragile, like glass?
Something beautiful and to gaze in wonder. And when you use it, u're able to stare at the world in a different perspective. Lol, Love muz be a crystal ball!!! (Imagine fortune-teller, "Arh!I could see the future!!"XD)
I dun think im eva goin to be prepared for it, especially in my clumsy hands. I'd rather value friendships and other things then being attached.
I feel tat divorces is rising up coz moz ppl juz tend to break off relationships easily. Ey juz believe tat the love aint there cept ey didnt see it changed to a different level of loving. Ey found a new person and have desire for tat idiot, causing others to get hurt in this decision... Have ey forgotten when ey met their partners, it was the same at the beginning? BAKA!
And i believe, it all started from easily breaking up from BGR relationships. If u cant endure 2 years ++ of relationship, wat did ya expect of 20 years ++?? >.>
"Divorce takes ten times more energy then marriage" Junichiro Koizumi (Jap president)
Wat did ya expect, when u want to break sumthing u once held preciously in ur heart??
Lol i fiz found out of his son whu's an actor than him.... Hehe tiz kotaro was in attention please!
Bet u all think tat i was reading up jap history... I ain't tat nerdish!!! XD
Gosh aya ueto in attention please was superb....She's ME IDOL!! For singing and the chara she act in attention please!! Hehe
Well, i noe sum divorces is coz ey got abused and those type, its justifiable to do it... But for those peeps who divorced coz they felt the love is gone.... To me, i feel it's idiotic.... U cant expect to love tat person the same way u did at the starting.
~Damn scared of love, so i'm planning to not get married and adopt children if i have enough money. XD~
Lol, i realised tat i have a darker side of meself...Karm, surprise, surprise! Hahax!
Me current visual image of my mood... Dun dare come near me!! Muahahahaha!!!
Name: Mars
Bdae: 11-12-1990
Nicks: Nodame & many more haha
Skool: None! :P
[[My Adores]]
Food: All kinds of tasty food cept halal pork
Drinks: Milk tea, Coffee, all sorts of tea.. But the best is still Newater :X
Pastimes: Music, Drama & People
People: Erm hang out with Piano, susu, ct, modoki & mokona
[[My Detests]]
People: used to hate all men cept my brothers hahah. Now im enlighthened! X)
Things: POOP! Snails *shiver*
Food: Chaltar food.. Culprit is always me >.<
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