[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

[[Going random again]]

Woot 2 updates in one day. Im proud of myself. XDD

Epik High - ONE!!
LYRICS from kyo331

One!
Time is tickin', t-time is tickin, tickin
Time is tickin', t-time is tickin away..

You, your tears are flooding down your cheeks,
flooding for no reason.
Nobody knows the pieces of a glass storm
are blowing inside your heart.
As a hurt grows a sickness, as all doors turn into a wall,
as you in a mirror become an opponent to yourself,
IT IS PAINFUL.

Locking up you from the world,
leaving you choked.
It makes you pick up the end. (too bad).
It has swept away all the grounds you stand on in your life.
You would just keep walking with no option to go back.
Your breath would stop before my heart.

Wounds...Scars...Tears...Flowing.
(when you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin')
I will save you who have been lost in your last hours.
(when you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin')
YOU ARE THE ONE
When you are walking in darkness
(when shut in the dark,
you can feel my breath beside you)
YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HOLDS OUT THE HANDS TO ME.
(when all doors in the world close before you,
I will offer my hands to you)
YOU ARE THE ONE. YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.

Time is tickin'... T...

It is your hands that start a fire on the world.
It is what you can get even if they pretend not to see it.
The star, named pain, seen in your eyes is your city.

Your hand set the world on fire, You closed everyone's eyes
The suffering that was reflected in your eyes
like stars become your city
Are your still dreaming, sleeping?
Are you measuring all the tears you've shed?
Hope is a paper boat that sinks, isn't it sad?

Do you wake up covered with sweat at night?
Crawling on the ground your conscience falters?
Do you think it is the end?
It's ok, cause I understand.
I'll clear the body's scars,
The broken soul's hidden tears.
I'll take your hands and will believe you.
I will save you who have been lost in your last hours.
(when you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin')
YOU ARE THE ONE
When you are walking in darkness
(when shut in the dark,
You can feel my breath beside you)
YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HOLDS OUT THE HANDS TO ME.
(when all doors in the world close before you,
I will offer my hands to you)
YOU ARE THE ONE. YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.

Do you have wounds, do you have scars,
Are you wandering through shadows?

Do you have wounds, do you have scars,
Are you wandering through shadows?
(Faith, Destiny, Love.)

You′re still beautiful to me.
You are the one.
When you are walking in darkness
(when shut in the dark,
you can feel my breath beside you)
YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HOLDS OUT THE HANDS TO ME.
(when all doors in the world close before you,
I will offer my hands to you)
Time is tickin', t-time is tickin, tickin
Time is tickin', t-time is tickin away...
My savior.
ONE!

Hehez in the end, still not blogging about 2 weeks past coz in project mood & not in confessing to Karm mood. =P
Karm: Marina.. Aho! *Runs away from owner*
Mars: Muahahahaha!

But since Karo brought up the outing thingy, i bttr plan now b4 i forget.

1. Jap karaoke with ling-chan and karo.. Im gonna start practising with Younha songs and i bet anything, ct will want to come ;)
Susu, u leh? O.o

2. Aishah gang - science center outing (A trip back to childhood days)=D

3. Promise Param ey all an outing... No idea wat to do. UBIN CYCLING!!!! Juz came into my mind! lol

4. Michelle & Ary outing also rite? Arh join ling-chan and karo for karaoke then can take neoprints since i've been wanting neoprints bad!! =)

5. Susu i've been wanting to do cooking day with u!! XDD
Ling-chan and karo should come! U 2 more pro! Eh then Michelle & Ary should come and create HAVOC in kitchen! Lol bet susu disapprove, kitchen too many ppl.. >.<

So wat will it be 4 OR 5 OR both? XD
Warning: 5 is still in my head not in susu's haha

6. Tbone section seems not united.. think muz plan outing for em too? @_@ Tbone bros leave tbone sis alone one... The problem serious. D:

E 6 outings sound like major projects to me aldy! XD
But even if i plan for tiz, timing of hols is a major factor. x_x
Attachment is from 23 march to 10 april, so my hols will be on 2-20 March... Wonder if everyone hols around da same time. >.<
My last hols before year 3... *dum, dum, dum*

Most things girls don't know about guys

Some list thingy found while surfing imeem, doing tiz sumwat reminds me of Norlin's style but yet different.. XD
Honestly, i think that Norlin and the gal Daniel like are admirable ppl when it comes to love. They continue to pursue love no matter wat hardships they went through while here i am, given up hope in tiz and ignoring cupid 150%.

Heard tiz bit of news from listening to radio. There's a 105 year-old china woman whu's still single and seeking love. Her criteria for guys?? Must be 100 & above.. XD
Tat woman took a century and still don't find guys detestable for love. Is there sth wrong with my head?? Too much poop in it? O_O

K here's the info and ignore my opinions if necessary. Imma prejudiced lol.

~Starts here~ (Sarcastic voice knocks at mind "Hello! Mars & Karm" XD)

1-"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
*Pfft* As if lah, tbone bros call nvr say tiz lor.. XD

2-Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
Tat's the problem! Deceiving so many just for one. Grr!

3-Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
Trust me, gals do the same too.. It's human nature! XD

4-Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
Yea right.. =P

5-Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
Izzit? XD

6-Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
Haha some got motive 1? O_O

7-A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
Nah some guys are not tat possessive

8-Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
Heh?

9-Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
Woot! One of my methods for spelling out 'Dun come near me'

10-Guys get jealous easily.
Yar, think so.

11-Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
Lol. I'll take note! Wakakakaka!

12-Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
Nopez no longer the trend. *nods head*

13-Girls are guys' weaknesses.
In samurai animes

14-Guys are very open about themselves.
Yar most are too open till it's sick to hear

15-It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
Hah my sentiments exactly! Test them forever and they'll move on! =D

16-Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
Yupz, so be cold the second time to let him go back to where he belongs. Did tat once, srry bro! >.<

17-If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
True, true. Tiz 'brother' will listen to brothers haha

18-A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
Yupz, I put my guard up once the guy start teasing a lot >=)

19-Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
Hmm not interested in knowing. And could be NA for some guys. =/

20-Guys will brag about anything.
So true, tat Idiot sure did! XDD

21-Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
*Phew* LUCKY!

22-No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
Haha half true and half wrong

23-Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
So go ahead and break lotsa gals' hearts.. Go dudes =_=

24-Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
Whipped by gf or family? O.o

25-Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
True for some I noe

26-Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
Lol.. funny!

27-If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
Nah, that guy's juz stoning.

28-When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
Lol?

29-Guys don't really have final decisions.
So gals gotta do those final decisions? =D

30-If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
Yeah, that will be my pops

31-If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
Nah, dun think too much, tat guy probably finds u unlikeable

32-When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
Hehe, no worries, non-existent for me. >:)

33-When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
Okiez, notice one dude do tat and taking up measures now.

34-Guys like femininity not feebleness.
Woot! My feminity is lesser than most gals. Well my indian gang has been complaining bout
tat. =D

35-Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
What if they do? O.o

36-Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
Hehe, expecting them to give up. Mars is an eviiil person. *smirks*

37-Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
Hah! From tbone experience, in twisted ways!!

38-Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
Yar, i learned the lesson.

39-If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.
Lol. To any brother who's even reading this... Are u hurt? Lmao

40-Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
hehe but i kinda find guys predictable.. Gomen!

41-A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
Thank you!

42-No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
EGO.. Tats the main problem with them

43-When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
Wth? What if slap near the butt? But orh well, avoided him liao. XD

44-Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..
Hehe.. time to test on Fian. lol

45-When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
Hehe. Looks like Faith realli care bout her. =)

Girls, if u don't repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life. Guys if you don't repost this in one hr then you will lose the girl of your life.
Tat's why i repost tiz after one day's gone! >=)

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:33 AM|

Monday, January 19, 2009

[[Piano craving getting stronger!!]]

Hahax i will talk bout 2 weeks later lol! I'm really abandoning Karm here.. Gomenasai!
Mars: Coz lil bro keep using com at nites when i got inspiration to blog lah D=
Karm: Hah! Excuses! U cruel owner!!
Mars: No!! Me not cruel.. Me being considerate to Fian!

Imma addicted to Epik High... their lyrics are superbly powerful! Muz watch their MVs with lyrics one..
So instead of attending lecture, find a sitting spot and listen to em all over again!

Yesterday got too many distractions when doing project leh
Everytime when i do work muz listen to music
But in the end, Epik High captivated me..
Then Younha lor make me stay up till 2+... RAWR!

Pics of my new found idols! =-D

That fella do my favorite pose!! =DD

This group is da cool and cute type of celebs i guess. Me like! =)

Tada! The super cooland cute Younha!!! She's a different definition than most musicians.. She's a rocker pianist! But some songs, she play jazz one. Hmm i got addicted to watching her mvs coz of her hairdos and yupz, her clothes. =)

Gonna learn to play Younha songs.. All her songs need piano one. =DD
PromiseLing-chan and Karo tat i'll practise playing truth.. Hehe so I got arashi and younha and even found Kat-tun piano scores... TOO MANY TOO LIL TIME!!! My keyboard at msia mahz so onli weekends can practice.... Naze? T_T

Here's the links for the piano stuff, wan ton mee! =DD
http://gladz140992.wordpress.com/2008/04/25/piano-sheet-music/
http://winkychan.livejournal.com/15429.html

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|7:17 PM|

Sunday, January 11, 2009

[[Hectic week has passed!!! Bansai!]]

(Last week --->> On the fiz week of skool and my brain went haywire. And I got receive an increase of presents! XD)

I thought dun have class today, but friend juz called and i realised i have one. Sai!
So niwayz, i felt like telling myself, imma stuuuuuupid retarded freak! XD
Gonna reveal it later, bet susu gonna be mad at me! Hahax.

What i've been thinking in the bus journey...

My heart is being sealed up in a strong fortress.
Every crack is being cemented but due to this flaws and scars...
They reveal my weak points.

And the higher i build this fortress, to make my heart unatttainable for anyone.
The more i worry, wat'll happen if my fortress crumble.

I dun wanna to make all this effort go to waste..
But in the depths of my heart,
it's subconsciously wishing for me to release and free it...

But for now, i chose my mind instead of heart..
And so long as the mind reigns, i shall choose not to love.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:28 PM|