[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Thursday, May 14, 2009

[[Hehe Liberation]]

Hahax thanx for all da condolences. Karm is revived but let's see how long it last tiz time, shall we?

No mood to blog or socialise in msn for now coz

Got addicted to nostale.. Da game is too cute to resist for me. XDD
I've been self-criticising myself so didn't wanna blog.. -tormented by insatisfaction disease-
Due to point 2, didnt wish to msn much XD

But then u all see me quite frequently, so it doesn't matter rite.. ;-)

T_T
Time is 1.42am.
Printer crept me out once again!
Wat kind of printer on by itself and start the printing noise??
Only reason i can think of is ghosts are manipulating it!!! Wahahaha!
Cept now, it's not scary anymore. I kena tiz like 4 times, who wouldn't get immunised?
Especially 2 a ghost-loving freak like me!

But the first time happen, was when i felt skeptical about ghosts existence.
I realli thought i wun get disturbances coz im no longer a child..
So it was a wake up call to tell me im dead wrong.

My guessing always ended up in the wrong for tiz subjective stuff,
I could predict ppl's moves but not their emotions.
hmm tat's bad, lol, let's not get me in self-criticism mode

I came to accept tat ghosts nidda life too,
But Printer, i dare u! Print out ur msg.. I nidda new danger level!
Print noise 3 times every time but the paper in the tray is left untouched..
Why?? T_T Lets communicate! =DD

But dad says it's juz technical checking by the printer..
well okaiz, but if i think like tat, no fun for me.

Susu see lah ur praying for the dead awaken my printer! Ahahax
Okaiz I have enough crapping around..
but anyone, please explain tiz techno phenomena to me.
Ur thought is greatly needed!! XDD

Pics, yea i promised photo updates rite.. they're way past deadline.
Hell i realli can't live under deadlines.. hehe

Photos tat michelle couldnt get.. Da michelle gathering!! XD
And the day tat i realise Gene is cunning.
He said event and in the end, it's meeting Lol
But nice der, can eat lotsa pizza and chicken
but felt bad coz wasnt really into the meeting hahax.

Hell, even the zhenghua anniversary, i went 2 play instead of helping out. XDD
I had some good luck with me..
Da most impressive feat i done is archery.
My first arrow shot.Wham! Exactly at the middle!!!
A gal went, "Mommy! Mommy! Look the gal managed to get a bulls eye!"
The uncle was shocked also.
So i joked, "It's coz uncle help me put the arrow"
But after tat, the 2 more arrows cant go center liao.. TOT
I promise to work for next time activity *nods head*

Riding LRT at tiz spot is DA BEZ!!
Should make more ups and downs though. =X

See how i drive em into a corner =P

Da proudest thing from me handphone cam.
Can make everything so white if position correctly.. XD

Hehe.. Ey all so cute!! Lol

Ct's been wearing that star rubberband.
Tats mine but i lost it at her house.
Looks like its hers aldy lah coz i no longer have long hair.. =_=

Last month, i hang out with ct a lot..
Took sum time to accept her changes, now i call her ojou-sama.
Last time we used to call each other twins. She has evolved! XD

Ever since ct said that iszaki used to love going to the rooftop on MI..
Me: Serious? There's a rooftop at MI?? =OO I WANNA SEE!!!
And well, i forced ct to infiltrate me in >=)

Damn her waist is smaller then me so
squeezing into her skirt was hard..
My waist was aching after wearing her uniform for one day. T_T
And yea i look fatter in her uniform.
But the infiltration was a success. Exciting der! XD

I joked with her if i got caught going onto the rooftop,
da principle might call u infront of the whole skool
and announce, "Im deeply ashamed by the act of this student.
She brought an intruder into the skool and she even let the intruder climb to the rooftop."

Ct: Yea, but u'd be in the worse position,
u'll be jailed and i could say i was coerced into it & tat i didnt noe u
Me: Rite, but the evidence is here, u lend me the uniform.
Continued arguing till the rooftop area.

BUT the rooftop was a downer..
It doesnt have a spectacular view
coz it was not high enough.. only climbing the ladder is fun.
Ct nvr go with me, i rmbred in sec skool
she used to say tat she's scared of heights.
She didnt say tat now but i guess she still has a phobia for it?? =/

View from rooftop...

Ct for the lookout~

The only thing to look at is the skool name =_=

Hehe then we juz hang out at the piano

Uniform was comfortable other than the waist area. =D

I WANT INFILTRATE JAP HIGH SKOOL! Yea for the sake of the rooftop and costume. XD

I wonder how ct would react if i say i lost the MI carnival ticket too.
Carnival is on saturday and i still havent ask anyone to accompany.
I'VE BEEN LOSING TOO MANY THINGS!!! T_T
Orh well, i will pester u all soon.. Can see ct silat! XDD

I learned the lesson of never put anything on the dining table..
Mom's hands are like voltures. There one day, gone the next.
If i asked, she would say, "I thought u dunnid it anymore, looks like rubbish to me.."
Me: Ma,why u never ask me.
Mom: How would i noe, u should put ur important stuff at ur bedroom desk table
Karm: Rite.. if her bedroom desk table is not a mess tat is

Wanna noe why post title is liberation?? =DD
I got rejected. Victory!
Announcing to ling-chan minna-san.. my heart is SAFE!!
I dun have to worry bout tiz anymore hahax.

I finally smsed a confession to the
idiot after the coincidental meeting.
Eons ago, I got consult faith about telling tat idiot the truth..
He said if u dun intend to stead,
why say it out? & since imma gal, it's not good

Lol but in then end, i cant tahan the torture so sms it out..
Idiot reject in the nicest way possible..
Should learn to reject guys tat way 2. XDD
And amazingly, i laughed at the rejection msg
and got an incredibly light feeling.

Guess, the brain is telling' "The torment's over, the days of deceit is gone!!"

Man, i should stop calling him an idiot
and call him a saint instead.
He should become a Father in church and hear ppl's confession..
He's still is a great listener like last time. XDD

I told him not to reply, i was thinking it'll be my farewell msg.
After tat, he became too nice all of a sudden.. =_=
Orh well, guess he pitied me? Lol

But,
When my indian gang read my msg.. they laughed! T_T

They kept saying my confession is so cute & tat i'm damn brave..
Priya: Marina so cute lah.
Karthi: Yea, ur msg is too honest, i would never dare to sms like tat.
Shalini: Yah, I rather not say tat to a guy.. so sad why muz u
say the"let's keep da distance" and all..
Me: I realli dun want to see him anymore lah.
Maria: So cute!! If i were a guy, i would fall for u..
Me: NO, NEVER, DUN WANT!!!! I didnt think i sound cute.. *grimaced*

*Sigh* Karm, here i thought i was serious.. and in the end it gave a different effect? T_T
No wonder Ct kept on saying im cute, till now she always say the same thing.. =(
Should learn to be cold like her & i should try to be cool like MC...

New mantra: Cold & cool, cold & cool, cold & cool

So yupz, getting rejection felt great for me.
Maybe coz i wanted rejection so much? @_@

I'd sacrifice a bit of the pride for tiz though. XD
I should have done tiz sooner.
From the start, i didnt want to like him but the crush got worse.. Haiz
But i was scared to say it out,
afraid of the accept consequences or the reject effects
and thought i could juz hide tiz from him forever.

Lol the coincidences freaked me out!
So decided to make things clear.. XD

Cept his latest msg ticked me off..
With da word "Later." in the msg & all..
OI!! I forbid u to be nice!
I didn't want him to msg back after the 2 msgs i sent.
Here im trying to say sayonara and he msg back, treating me like a good friend. >.<

Orh well, im still
Liberated from heart troubles.. =)
Karm let's celebrate together!!! XDD

Next post i guess is about karo bday..
Ary made it so fun, underwater world in the nite is cool!!
No one around so u could juz claim the whole area as urs!! ;)

Ary long time never update also... Guess da sanguines have the same mood swing? =P

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:09 AM|

[[The Walker]]

Name: Mars
Bdae: 11-12-1990
Nicks: Nodame & many more haha
Skool: None! :P

[[My Adores]]

Food: All kinds of tasty food cept halal pork
Drinks: Milk tea, Coffee, all sorts of tea.. But the best is still Newater :X
Pastimes: Music, Drama & People
People: Erm hang out with Piano, susu, ct, modoki & mokona

[[My Detests]]

People: used to hate all men cept my brothers hahah. Now im enlighthened! X)
Things: POOP! Snails *shiver*
Food: Chaltar food.. Culprit is always me >.<

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