[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Saturday, June 20, 2009

[[Being an owl..]]

ARGH.. Hahaha i thought i won't be posting much but I CANT SLEEP!!!!!!
T_T_T_T_T

So niwayz managed to spot a blog..
Im keeping track of hers coz i keep on seeing fireworks photos. ^^
Hmm, maybe i should become blog scout talent. >:D
Yes, not a critic, im scared they find my blog and hantam me altogether X_X

Presenting an Arashi Fan!!
http://13th-tsuki.blogspot.com/
Found it coz of sakurai..>:)

Come to think of it, i still havent link hui li..
Wan ton mee, wat's her blog link? O.o
She and me admire Sakurai!!!
Cept she love him more than me. So i give Sakurai to her. ._.
But hui li, i want to rap together again! FUN. XD

K insomnia is really a bad thing for me.
Coz it make me want to eat food to past the time..
So ate bread + olive butter

I felt super bored being the only one awake.
So i put the butter on my hair.
I keep on hearing olive oil is good ya da ya da from the indian gang.
So yea, NICE. Juz rub it on the scalp, it felt cooling! ^^
Only thing is, i dun think i wanna put my head on the pillow! XD

And i so wanna play james morrison please don't stop the rain..
*starts practicing aural training*
Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall! Come, sing with me. XD

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:26 AM|

Friday, June 19, 2009

[[Let's go out another time :)]]

Well fiz week has past.. i couldn't do much things that i originally planned to do.

Been visiting aunt at hospital tat's why.
Rite now everyone is praying for her to go peacefully.
There's nth else we can do. Cancer has taken over her whole body.

My aunt is a very kind soul.. She helped her family in so many ways.
She took care of her mother, her brother and his children.
Me and my family even lived with her for 2 months.
But it was too cramped up so we decided to move out.

Biarlah dia pulang kepada sisimu, ya tuhanku.

So yea, i won't be updating karm much till skool reopens again i guess.
I somewat ain't not scared of me uncles anymore. I have grown thank u, thank u!
But the funny thing is, i nvr thought going to hospital is tiring.
I keep on waking up, feeling that my body is aching all over.
It's not like i jog or nything so why? Tired mentally? @_@

And yes, thanx for yesterday, susu, karo and ling-chan.
It was fun.. ;D
Though i really want to go clark quay after seeing the pics.. another time okay?
I guess looks like during prcp.
I definite hang out with u guys, i wanna complete my hang outs wish list. XDD
U all bttr spill when's ur next hols hahahaha.

Don't forget my bday kaiz ?
11 dec is falling on a friday.. U all muz therefore obey my commands! ;PP
I wun spill where i wanna go yet though.. not yet confirm hahax

And u all should watch cinderella man... Im damn impressed with the actor. He has talent. He acted 2 different roles and fooled me. ;D

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:58 PM|

Thursday, June 11, 2009

[[3rd X]]

3rd time post in a week.. Im hardworking!! Woot!
coz of 3rd Common Test.

*Gasps* Teddybear! We nearly become enemies? *points to msn nick*
Or it's sum1 else.. *Could it be ____* hahax
Tat decides it, ill crash ur place with a horror movie..
hwahwahwahwahwa

U should be okay after playing l4d so muich rite? ;)
I nidda return ur stuff too. >.<

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Gah, common test should start earlier.
Tiz 3rd one is the most boring one of em all.
Every page u could find a doodle of mine.
So, yupz, I'm not absorbing nymore.

Tmr 2nd day of PC show T_T
And i promised to celebrate with the bila bila gang tmr.. @_@
Guesss i have to ask them to accompany me wahahahaha.
Since they wanna go marina square. it's nearby, rite? x_x

There won't be any incentive if i don't meet my love tmr! >:(

TA DAA! Yupz fell in love with it.

Besides olympus was the brand of my first camera..
Then dad keep on buying sony.
But i hate sony, it keep on getting spoiled.

Let's hope Mr m-8000 here won't disappoint me.. ^^
~starts singing~
It's waterproof... till 10 metres
shockproof... till 3 metres
& freeze proof... till -10degrees

Debating whether to buy or not to buy..
But the heart says to buy it coz i'll be needing it in the 'around the world' plan. XDD
And i could snap lotsa pics of ct when she goes canada. ^^
Read about it in the Life Straits time today while waiting for aunty undergoing CT scan.

-black words for karm only- U noe the drill.. :)

Her condition deteriorates so much in juz a week.
If only she could see a doctor today,
but when the time the CT scan end.
The doctors were not available.
All thanks to closing time of 5pm at NCC. >.< But radiographer said she have water in the lungs aldy...
And her hand swell so much as compared to wednesday.
Looks like the lymph nodes are not working well .
So wasn't able to be hospitalized today. Mom sending her tmr.
So tmr's schedule fully booked lor.
From marina square go to sgh then crash susu's house i guess. XD
Ya tuhan, hamba mohon padaMu, berikanlah wak aku kekuatan.

The taxi driver tat send us home was damn bubbly..
He seemed to have gone everywhere. From USA to India and all..
My role model! :D

And today, I could feel the frustrations of my uncle.
Manage to talk to him without looking away from his eyes.
And i felt comfortable with him today coz of the same emotions?? >.<

I muz fix tiz problem.
I tend to let go of people when they change, when they don't want me anymore.
And I go away and will be afraid to even talk to them. Haiz
At least, now i'm not scared of strangers at all.. XDD
My people phobia has mutated. Lol

And yea, Karm, i juz dreamed of the idiot.
Woke up and angry at that dream..
Lol, aftereffects of a 7 year unrequited love?
Or my refusal of wanting to like anyone else other than him?
Retarded heart.. Grr! =((

~lamenting to faith's nick~ A rich man with no love is a poor man. Nuu!!! :(
And u gonna buy piano??!! Buy a grand one for me!!!!! ahax
I didn't get to ask him yesterday coz Fian wanted to play his Halo game asap.
So used msn for outing plannings only.. and i rarely come online summore..
Evil boss!! *shakes head*

hehee saturday, saturday, saturday.. V (*_*)
And karopi, me and ling-chan have a surprise awaiting for u soon..
wahahaha
*evil smile*

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Lol karm, im using ur strength a lot lately.. For distracting myself from studying. XDD

Yea and 2nd common test owned me. can pass lah >.<
& the most memorable one.

Either
U all should die die bring some card that has ur face on it
OR
Remember ur tutorial teacher for that module.

U can guess wat happen rite.
Lucky i sat at the back.. so not many saw the commotion LOL
Ms Tina whacked me while saying, "Lucky i noe u, Nurm bring arh. Now minus 5 marks for not bringing card"
Hopes, she was joking in Dr Thomas style.. I nid those 5 marks!! T_T

Tiz week, every time go skool, confirm muz get whack by Ms Tina..
The fiz common test, she whack me coz i refused to paste the temperature sticker on my shirt
Ms Tina: Where's ur sticker
*I point to table*
Ms Tina, frowned, took sticker
Me: Cher, i put there can wat! No, dun want,dun want!
Kena pasted at the back.. And pontianak kept laughing at me.. 3:

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:00 AM|

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

[[Lame attack]]

Managed to survive first wave..

Ugh 2nd wave of common tests tmr.. =((

Search for funny vids as usual
And have a hit!

David after Dentist installment.
Guilty of laughing w/o bro. Hahax

1st is da original
David damn cute lar hehe.

2nd - spoof ^^

A toiletbowl vid..
Wat's with me and toilet bowls lately? XDD

My motive is to entertain susu
I realised she'll noe whenever i update sia.. Impressive
My blog damn boring, too wordy also,
she continue stalking Karm. Thanx, im so touch. Lol

Hehe and well, vids are dedicated..
For wan ton mee, carrot, ary, modoki & gang, faith, param
Karm is being in good care all thanx to common tests
So tiz vids are for gratitude for managing to visit Karm. ^^

If u never laugh after watching tiz 3 vids,
I'm disappointed. X(

Will plan hang outs for u all soon since tiz is my last hols! :O
Last minute as always. =P

And yea i rem i got promise to post up pics..
Since karo's bday u all can view in facebook.
I wun talk about it, but it was fun &
Carrot managed to celebrate her bday with fireworks! Woo hoo!

Hmm.. I did say i wanted to post pics of my cousins..
As promised, here it is..
Yea they're all younger than me.
Or rather, i'm comfortable hanging out with kids.
Haha, peterpan syndrome rules!! ^^

Yea play with cousins everytime I go back gran's house.

So one of the things is..

Climb up the durian tree..
Top is atiqah, & bottom is dilam!!!

Easiest tree to climb. XD

Fian epic fail.. Was a branch higher than em.
Can't tell rite? XD

Dilam dreaming

Another recent cousin get-togethers at Hafidz house

Haha, understand my upbringing? :P

Soccer as always.. Haiz

Now, getting back to studying.. =(

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:15 AM|

Sunday, June 7, 2009

[[It's a small, small world!]]

Hahaha HELP!!!
I studied the wrong things for saq.. T_T
Looks like shalini will have to save me big time! XD

Lol I want my digi camera to be working for 15th june..
Can i borrow someone's? Please, please!

Im impressed with ct's silat ppl..
They damn friendly to an outsider which happens to be me!
Wahahaha

Went to poke my nose into ppl's blogs..
Super no mood to study. T_T
And so, i learned jacklyn is a veri interesting person lah hahahah.
http://www.kayelman.blogspot.com

And u might see her in the incoming singapore idols if im not wrong.. @_@
She sings with a powerful voice.. woot!
Im rooting behind ya w/o u knowing.. I became ur fan!! =X

If im wrong, u all get to hear me sing..
Be warned ahahahaha

Ct's seni score is my favorite number.. triple 3! XDD
It's really a cool score for a newcomer desho.
Pardon my biasedness for 3333333333333 till infinity! =DDD
I seriously wanted to see ct spar though.. T_T

But u noe, going home tat time..
Ct slippers almost disappeared.
Yea, she went toilet barefooted with a nurse harping beside her..
About the floor being dirty. RAWR!
Yea mates, don't touch the walls and have ur jeans touch the floor of the toilet..
Those are the places with the nasty microorganisms..
The toiletbowl is the cleanest.
Lesson learnt: Dun misjudge butts of ppl.

Well I bet that ct's slippers will be gone forever and as usual, i lost. =/

Into the sports hall
Me: *smiling widely*
Hehe ct i knew ur slippers will be lost..
now u have to go back home barefooted!!

Looking all around. Me pointing to the silat mat coz i saw a pair of slippers lying there.

Hairband guy entered.
He carried those slippers as if it was Cinderella's.
I'm serious!
Approached us: Umm is this ur slippers?
Ct: Yes it's mine
Me: Thanx

From my POV
At fiz look at me and then awestruck when looking at ct.
U should be, she's ojou-sama material but taken!! LOL

From ct's POV
Guy was looking at me even before approaching.
So she concluded guy had a crush on me.

Sadded tat we dun have an eyewitness POV

I deduced tat..
since i was super hyper searching for ur slippers
He came to me thinking i lost em..
Seriously, he should look at our legs.
But still it was funny the way he present the slippers rofl.
Veri princely. Hahahaha!

Guess ct's the princess and im the evil step sister??
I bet i qualify as one.. Muahahahaha!

Yes if im an actress, i go for the villain roles..
I wish to be Mio from skipbeat. ;D

And yar, i got take ct's pics in her seni uniform..
But lets wait till the silat competition is over
Then i put up the pics.. ^^

Haha the next blogvictim is
http://mikioshun.blogspot.com
He sounded a bit like me but much kinder?? XD

Actually i spotted a daiko friend of mine in there so started reading all the posts..
Go to 2007 archive, there's kenny!!!!
1 look at the pic, then the names.. Nvr realise.
Scroll back up.. spot the names
"Eh? Kenny?"
Stare at the face. SHOCK!
Spore's really too small hahax.

Well i realised tat not only gals suffer from unrequited love, guys can too.

May Mikio be able to find his own happiness.. I salute u! XD
And for the others, who are casualties of cupid
Don die from the hole in the heart yet hahaha.
Live it up & it'll heal one day! ^^
(take note: ONE DAY)

I have such darling friends.. Love u all!! <3<3
Thanx so much for being
with tiz random badass person.
I dunno i think im really not a good person! haha.
I dun deserve u ppl.. TOT

And im gonna die from ns5 today.. WAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!
Lucky it's at 6.30 pm lor..
hehe still have time.. >.<

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:34 PM|

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

[[dark side]]

Yes, extreme laziness & procastination!!!!
Will drive me to my doom..

In a week's time
Common tests.. Zzz

I juz dun feel like studying.. been thinking too much on hols >.<
Iz tiz gonna be my last hols? D:

I got lotsa wishes for hols now, currently 10 lol
I tell after reconfirming again.. XDD

I still had a bruise at my neck for twirling around yesterday.
Ct decided to bring me to her silat practice to watch her do seni.
She gonna do hands, then a sword & lastly, with a pole.
Well,she brought me coz the rest do sparring, her's a solo.
So i became her spectator + jury! lol

The instructor teach us to do rolling.
I at fiz did on the mat.. FUN!
Felt the momentum Then on the cement.. *BAM*
"Ouch, my neck.. Ct! My neck, neck"
Ct: See? Tats why i told u to do it fiz
Thus, head was spinning for a while XDD

Lol silat instructor should teach us how to position ourselves properly! Hahax.
The silat tournament is on friday!! Woot.. Im waiting for the round where different martial arts spar.. Muay thai vs Silat etc.

Niwayz, can i whack tat toGether drama?? Why tat guy use Marz as his name =_=
I used tat name fiz for years!!!!! Are u saying mars is a guys name? T_T
I'll sue the scriptwriter.. but in a million years time.. XD

But i dun reco tat drama.. i dropped it after 2 eps.. =X
Atashinchi is da bez!!! Maki is impressive as always! =DD
http://ameblo.jp/osamu-labo/page-20.html#main
Those who wants to practice their jap-english translation skills..
Go to tat blog.. I gotta shock tat an actor can keep a blog. Impressive!
Wonder how's his life like.. >=D

Currently, enjoying emotional stability.
I felt like im reborn to the self in p4 or p5 where i dun care bout love.
I like tiz sorta calmness.
The universe is growing but has my vision become narrower??
The hollow feeling is gone but now im still searching for change.
Seriously, wat am i looking for? -.-

A temperamental of a shell.. the tidings of it's emotions inside
echoing at the same tempo.

Yes same & boring!
Im going to be a boring person soon. ;P
I'll age to 80 in a blink of an eye.. woo hoo!!!
With the death angel by my side saying
"Mars, wat kinda life is tat?
I expected great things from u, kiddo, great things" *shakes head*

Dun mind me, Im really freaking out. XD
Karm, let me be emo for awhile.

One by one the people who sees me grow, goes away
When no ones left..
I noe tats when loneliness is a tough enemy.

Yes, im kinda sad and quiet now..
Mom and me had been taking care of my aunt.
She's having cancer the 2nd time, we'd been washing her tumour
She's not responding to the chemo & radiotheraphy.
The tumour got bigger in da process instead.

Now she has lesser energy, i realli dun wish to lose another aunt fast.
I want her to stay to see Hafidz grow up and well, i want her here longer..
She's the only one who always been motherly to me other than Mom.
I love her and praying a miracle will happen.. Like everyone else.

Is all of these events trying to numb me...
If so, it's working.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:36 AM|