[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

[[My hiatus :P]]

Currently watching the birth of the rich!

My inspiration from that drama

To talk with an aura of confidence
Do lotsa in-depth research
To touch an earthworm >=)

Today i went to my neighbourhood police post. Damn it's classy than any post i've eva seen..

Only place i haven't change my add will be singtel. Rawr!

Nowadays, i manage to be on my guard at home thanx to my prankster.

U noe, i found a game tat i think is like paintball, I was shock to noe tat even a pri 1 kid can play from the Sir!

So ppl go become a fan of stags in fb kaiz? It sure looks fun! XD

My lil bro & cousin was jumping for joy when i announced the event. Then, the whole family was pumped up for it. But thanx to my father side of the family, we can't have fun.. Outta the blue, called my pops & after much consideration i decided to accompany my mom to a stupidly pointless event.

I beg u people, marry someone u really love.. Let the family acknowledge ur existence before marrying. Sacrifice all tat manly ego.. it gets u nowhere near a girl's inner heart.. :((

I let a pic-filled post next time. I'm only here to let Karm a new makeover. :))

Friendship is the kind of love
that never can grow old.
Warm and cozy it will stay
when other things are cold.
Friendship is a love so true
it won't be denied,
Because a friend will always be
there close by your side.
Boyfriends and lovers come and go
in this game of life we play,
But a true friend, no matter what,
in your heart will always stay.
So hold these friends dear to you,
and never let them go.
Think how much they mean to you,
and make sure to tell them so.

Yea, i listen to all korean songs thanx to Dr Kim, Amin & his gang.

Karm, suddenly hanging out with a group of guys was weird. =/

They're not as fun as girls. Maybe I'm too used with all girls wahahaha

No worries, dear Karm, Im still straight. XD

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:06 PM|

Monday, March 15, 2010

[[Looking at the mirror]]

I can't sleep coz suddenly personal reflection came in my head, taking up too much of my time.

Now, now.. Ppl..

Do u know why the raven is like a riding desk?

Hehe i watched Alice in Wonderland on Sunday with Ct.

We went on a wild goose chase of Susu but eventually gave up. XD

Before watching, i read tiz from the forum and i couldn't think of an answer.

But as i watched the movie in 3D, (YESH 3D!!) i think i understand it a bit..

In the past, don't they use feathers to write the manuscript?

Perhaps he was referring to the time where he write the manuscript,

And the feather of the raven brought him into a world of wonderland?

So he inferred tat to riding the bird itself? Getting a bird-eye's view of everything.

And why the hell ppl think the MadHatter is the same as Willy Wonka.

Compared to Willy, I love Mad Hatter more!!!!!!!!!! His maddness is cute while willy's juz to a point of sickening.. hahax

Ann Hathaway was funny with her queenly hands.. I cant help but be reminded of the Queen from Princess Diaries.

Izzit juz me? But i find the red queen still cute, too bad she's too unloved.

And I fell for the Chesire Cat! Arh every move is pure elegance *drools* :D

Yea visual effects was nice but at the end of the show, the story felt like all those normal fantasy movies, at least characters bore a significance.

Well, tat's my first 3D movie in a cinema.. >:)

I recommend "How to tame your dragon"..Watching the trailer with the 3D glasses, the characters & action seem to pop out from the screen ;DD

As i lie on bed, trying to sleep.. I thought too much and now i cant sleep

My bioclock is totally messed up nowadays x_x

Living with extra addition of an uncle and cousin.. Made me look at life brighter than it was.

Reflection on my aims in life.

About being stuck in my own snow globe..

Happily observing the world in a stand-offish presence,

in my comfort zone.

Will it be enough? will i do tat forever?

After, seeing the difference with juz 2 extra family members.

Once they drift away, i think i can't take the loneliness.

Though i'll never want to hate tat lonely feeling.

I wonder if i can do it, revolve round my family then live up to none the next.

I am super unprepared. =_=

*Psst* I found a golden couple - Kenny & his gf.

Not only they look cute together, seeing their pics always brighten up my day hahaha

Therefore the best photogenic award should go to them! *Applause*

I envy those who can flirt,

flirt as much as u can & settle down when u already found the one.

Don't be like me lolol

I juz dun like the idea of flirting, i'd rather be normal with u all.

But at home arh, they called me random, cute, psychotic, weird & mean gal.

Yea, noticed it gets more negative?

But mom still appreciate me thankfully.

Whenever i directed Boss, he always complain my thinking was too epic..

Well, somehow, we could compromise. XD

And his latest vid wowed ppl, though we two juz don't get the hoo haa!! XD

Coz we think the previous vid was better than the latest one.

Another vid me & lil bro drooled over the epic effects & amazingly nvr get tired of :)

Kudos to OmgPockii!! =DD

I decided there's a prob in me again.

I dun feel the pain of parting ways with ppl & farewells.

I like to poke into other ppl's business, but i get too paranoid.

Paranoia on

Maybe i have intruded too much on the person's privacy?

Maybe my presence will hinder or trouble them?

And tat paranoia will eventually leave a gap with me and friends tat i have created.

Being too unemotional with farewells is not good.. Orh well. ._.

I hope i won't be a neutron star, already collapsed from gravity but what's preventing me from transcending are the regrets in me. Tat'd be a painful life.. >.<

Measure everything by atoms & everything looks divine.

Every small act. Matters. :)

I love nature, it never fail to enchant me.

Visit admiralty park, it feels like dinosaur land! ^^

Too bad me and my family only venture a small bit of the park.

But here was our last jungle adventure. Southridge walk.

On April 2009 though. :P

Uncontactable till thurs. Seeing grams :)

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:38 AM|

Saturday, March 13, 2010

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Here are lyrics tat I found so right for me..

Atrophy - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Don't tell me this is your last chance to change
'Cause if you do, then you would be telling a lie...but...

I warned you
What could happen if you should decide
To live your life from 9 to 5
And I mourn you
For the detail that is left unsaid
Is a reminder of the time you bled

Return to days when you knew you still felt alive
Reveal the way you felt when you could look inside

They sold you
Everything you need to fix you up
And you feel good now but you can't wake up
They found a way to reassure you
(That everything would be okay)
Reach out today now I implore you to remember who you are

Return to days when you knew you still felt alive
Reveal the way you felt when you could look inside

So you felt it, but you don't know
Why you can't explain at all
Why you felt it 'cause you don't know
No, you don't know

Break the walls between building atrophy
Causing all your problems to recede
break the walls between
(Break the walls between)
Causing all your pain
(Causing all your pain)
You'll never learn...

Return to days when you knew you still felt alive
Reveal the way you felt when you could look inside

Take Back
The beat in your heart
Why Fight
When you can't be bought
[x4]

Lol been extremely contented with the life..
i no longer felt the hollow feeling!! Success! >:)
I'm still living in what it feels a gray-coloured world
I never felt truly alone even if i was..
Coz i know i could never be disconnected from the bindings of tiz earth,
Im glad tat people are bound strongly by love & the ground
Yet free enough to roam into our souls

And here is the restricted section, kaiz? :X

I thought bout how did ppl turn to homosexuality.
Coz i felt if i was born a guy,
i'll accept the identity juz as readily as being a girl

Have i lost myself somewhere,
and built an attitude of indifference
to anyone new in my life?
Tiz is bad.. Tats why i decide if i need to do a degree, i'll do it overseas
And assess my personality there, a place that haven't welcome me yet
Will i welcome the changes and start accepting new ppl then?
Or i fall pray to loneliness?

Sometimes i desire about living deep in a forest,
near a river or at a mountain
Living by the laws of nature
Maybe i'm supposed to be a gal born in the past.
Im falling behind modern times, no? XP
I could never imagine being a lover or a housewife..
Like my nursing friends would say,
They gonna work for awhile then settle down once married.
It's like a fleeting dream tat i don't wish to grasp

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|7:12 AM|